Wednesday, November 18, 2009
cos when im with you, you make me fly
haven been working for the past two days. tomorrow then ill get back my ass to work. sick yesterday and i had to take MC. thanks love for being so sweet after that fight we had due to some stoopid and kinda lame thing after all was it? so he pick me up after work on monday. all i could remember was we head over to hougang and bought stuff for grandma. headed home afterwhich it was raining cats and dog. freaking heavy. thats all for monday. i guess. kind of?
yesterdae love came as early as 9plus in the morning headed over to CP to take my MC. went back home and had some good talking with love. i just love it that way. since mon all i ever did was to disturb him. see him smile like he always do. okay not really. he alwasys show me his step fierce abg2 kinda face. *menyampah* okay b. haha. so the only wae was to poke his hips (i mean some where near his hips and armpit that area?) whatever la. haha. and see hime smile and still nak step as if its not itchy at all. this few days has been great. seeing him smile. we joke around. been a while since we do that. im so glad we did. then evening headed over to tamp. did some busineess there and i wanted to eat gorreng pisang, so he was being sweet he knows i was god dam broke before my pay finally will come only next friday 27th Nov, he offered to get that for me. he always does. cos we just do la. even bought my all time favourite bubble tea knowing that we'll get thirsty after eating, we stop by the bus stop near the tamp lib and settle down there to eat before boarding the bus. nothing else beats spending time with him.
oh btw, did i mention while otw to tamp yesterday, we meet these few YP's around, okay i ean under my void deck smoking their ass off? like wtf ryte? the thing that made me upset was i du care if they wanna stare or wadever shit, but this particular guy, was staring at baby like he owns the world. while smoking. kirekan he's smoking hot la tu? ahh wadever. baby only said, "budak2, Haisz" so cute la he. he knows he cnt get into a fight, which i told him, not worth fighting with these people, so he was being cool. maklumla, my mr policemen katerkan. (: so pround of you. his patience has always been a plus point.
we had so much laughter looking at the way akak and cik wan act yesterdae. akak wanted to go to the movie with us, cos we initiated to go to watch 2012 or Paronornal Activity but the plan was ditched cos cik wan didnt wante to go, AS USUAL. haha. save money la, dade due anak la. actually kinda true. but its just a ,movie. haha. oh well, so we keep on laughing cum smiling all the way seeing their actions. so cute. khai was smiling and laughing all the way non stop. so cute. just love to see him smile. makes me melt you know. ehk tak ehk? haha. so after a while i told khai i wanted to head over to the playground nearby. it was random la. but idk whats up with me. wanted to tke pictures i did the matter of fact but i dun think ill be uploading cos ive got something else to upload. (: so yeah, afterwhich head over to the shop to buy my all time favourite sandwich choc biscut, jack n jill (; NICE. just some things that i realise yesterdae make me realise how lucky i am to be living with my fam and khai dispite how tight our financial situation is now. really. like khai is always there for me knowing that im horribly broke same ges to the fam. small little thing to you means the world to me baby. i felt bad at time, you pay all goes to me. the bills, the medical expenses, my transportation fee even my meals you had it all. what more can i ask for. ive help you once, and its my day now, thanks. i dont know what else to say but really thanks. i know youll say, youve said it umpteen times baby, its enough and its nothing. and ill continue to say, its a big thing, not nothing. though financially tight, we as a fam never blame each other bout it, instead we tried ways to find rezeki. work extra, we play and eat whatever we have and we still laugh hard. never stop being with each other at this hard time. thats something i like and i will remember till i grow up. money doesnt solve anything, it wont be able to even buy you the happiness that one needs. and thanks. i must say ive learn alot while growing up as an orphan. i promise ill stand on my own and wunt even bring any difficulties for you people. cos i know mum is looking and shell be proud of me one day. i love you all to bits. really do. (;
before i end my post, i have some pictures i wish to post. i just love looking at it. of course i do. i just realise the things youve done for me, the things youve said to make me a better person, the promises made, and always have the patience i me and asking me to look at the brighter side. (: you make me realise how deep our love is (:
"look on the brighter side, we suffer till january, afther that, ill finish my training and we can be happy for more than that two months." and i think its true. no pain no gain i guess? thanks love. you never fail to keep me smile. (:
so people, enjoy life as it is and i guess dun complain too much bout the things that you dun like, look on the brighter side. sure insyallah in the future, ader hikmah behind all thish (; take care and will be back SOON? haha.
cos i love you with that nerdy yet hot boy-ish look
then you became some hot man to me...
but,cant help it to say you look like matrep at times..
matrep atau bukan, you know ill always...
ill always love you till death do us apart Labels: may he bless us till we're officially together
♥Signing off, Chacha
Saturday, November 14, 2009
haven been updating though i had my PH on monday and off on tuesday. but cnt seem to be enough! wanna start talking about last sunday? it seems so long ago.. kinda lazy wanna update about every single thing. one thing for sure i feel like just closing down my blog. so empty so boring i guess. the same old thing every single thing. still thinking la hor. everyday is just god dam same old tngwork work and more of work. sick sick n sick for sure. i just freaking hate it you know. totally bored talking about it every single day. though happy one more week to end this misery, ive yet come to the worst department yet. i cnt see how im supposed to work with that department. which equals to lacking of leisure tyme for sure and means i cnt even see babylove as much as i wan too. sesungghunyer aku akan giler cos he's like my air to breathe! he told me it'll be okay but i dont know! 2 freaking months you know. 8 god dam weeks you know! 54 days sia!! OMG! farking shit! now i want time to pass faster. oh well forget bout it larh! buat org binget jek! wad i did ehk for the pass few days? hahha. i feel so old cnt even remember things! kuang kuang kuang. from sunday all the way to tuesday, all i ever remembered was i had fun fun fun spending time with babylove. sleepover at my house sun 5pm all the way till tuesday 1130pm. wad more can i ask for. nothing. he was being sweet all the time. i just love you more each day baby. your sacrifices you make for me, loving me with all the flaws i have, no man can ever do that for me. and for sure, not only me, but my fam loves and care for you too sayang. you know that dont you? (: wednesday was as usual work non stop. love fetched me till thurs. friday he had to go over to tanglin for his work. APEC mah.. he had duty at Shangri-La hotel. even now, he's having his duties. 12 hour shift. but i guess he did more though. kecian though he had only 2 hours of sleep yesterdae yet he still fetched me at 4plus just now. told him not too yet he still does. i felt bad but i tried to give in la. kasi dia makan and stuff. but he just din have the mood though. wonder how is he doing now. love makes me go mad. i go GAGA over him all the time. even though 3 years has passed and we're still in a relationship, dating sessions still one like those couple who just got together. i think some of you will understand. and now, im here stuck blogging. but gonna head to bed soon cos im freaking tired. wont talk about it. even breakdown in front of love the first thing when i get to see him. i guess when im down, tired and just cnt take the presure of the work itself, i just breakdown and definately need love by my side. i told him umpteen times im sorry cos i dun have anyone elese to say too. cos he's my mummy,my daddy,my best fren,my bestest bestes fren,my enemy at times and just everything and for sure my love one. nevertheless, im loving you more each day for sure and nothing else matters. we will pull this thru alright baby. (: and to cik eein, hope you get well soon. he just has an operation few days ago cos a glass cut thru his eyes. seram ehk. dam freaky dam gross! eww! but glad he's alright. already at home now. considered lucky though. hopefully he'll get well soon! (: yesterdae had hell ouuta fun with the fam. talking here and there. ehk, was it the day before? either one la ehk.haha. cik ani was there, even cousin was there since he's back from Australia. together with eva, we talk and talk and talk. heheh! fun! was shock i got my licience alrdy! ahah. dier plak skrg confident nak ambek 2A licience already. since eva has her's already. hehe. she has KTM 4 if im not wrong. wow! hehe. so cute. but i had to go off since we were fetching cik wan from work. i had some conflict with this god dam freaking driver. pissed! hmmm... as ususal den spend time with love (: ehk, banyak jugak ehk aku berbual nie! haha. alrite then. till next time people. i dun know when is the next time ill update but, see yah! PS: Khairul Anwar ku, I MISS YOU LIKE FARK!
♥Signing off, Chacha
Sunday, October 25, 2009
 this week was dam freaking happy for me. reason being, baby was out on thurs due his stoopid camp, which makes him dam freaking tired. and sesungguhnyer ive never seen him this tired before. his heavy beg made it worst and i felt guilty cos he fetch me with his heavy beg all the way from changi to clarke quay waiting for me to end work and fetch me home. so yah, he even fall asleep while watching tv in my house. so friday as usual, came to fetch me again, our 3rd year anniversary togada. though we din have a special celebration cos both tgh pokai, my pay will only be in next week, and hubby spend most of his pay on me and save the rest, we went walk2 and headed home as usual. (: like i once told him, nothing even matters as long as he'll always be there with me. and guess wad? we've been fetching and sending cik wan to work. haha. and ive been drving him all the time. so funny you know. we had laughter all the way from thurs to now. just because of driving. cik wan plak have been asking me to send him to work or fetch him to work. his favourite sentence will be "cha, antar cik p work ehk.?" hahah! funny sia. but im happy at least im getting better or at least driving will be better. like seriously, driving with an instructor beside and on your own is definately laen giler babi sia! but im loving it! next wekk though i get ff on thurs, will be driving again, cos i plan t go out an have fun with my dearest! got craving for satay la shey! so either will be eating at sempang bedok, the esplanade nyer eating place atau bedok corner la..we will see how. and me being cheeky as always will get my hands on something new biler pay day comes, plus the other day when cik leha was here, she offered to bring the clothes that ive never wear before or either wore once, and sell it to her budak2 MALAS. hopefully keching keching will come in soon! at least the things i need i can get! (: lets see, what did i do taday? woke up, baby was alrdy at my house, slacked, i bath, get ready and we send akak and fieqa to her mum's place. grandma tag along since at ferst she wanted to go geylang. but in the end we end up going to giant instead. just like we did yesterdae. haha! ( after send cik wan to work, kiter mlencong to ikea just to have ice cream and brownies! togada with yuyul! haha) walk around, bought groceries and off to compass to do something and home sweet home. since baby brought car as well, we had to leave his car over at my house multi story carpark. tapi takot jugak sak pasal takot kenek saman! hahah! da park krete cik wan, we eat slack again and owent out he drive this time maen pat carpark! hahah. so my day has been great. will be better next week! (: baby took a photo of me drivng and say i look so tense up! hahah! take a look! mcm siiiakkkk! hahahah! okay watever la. 
see? yela. the feeling different la. and i freaking hate it when i have to park. cos i still have to learn alot from it. like without the ole cam ner. i totally suck at it for now. not really suck la cumer belum pandai.haha. kasik pole uh conferm lei nye! hahaha! like wth ehk. thats why for now, i need baby to be there with me when i drive cos i need him to help me see stuffs. lau tak mati aku! other then that nothing much la! (: loving my khai more these days, willing to tahan at my bad temper to him, especially when driving. so hard just to get down on one decision.so irritating sia. haish. need to control this temper of mine. oh people! satio and aino is alrdy out in mobile stores! omg omg! lawa giler la shey! but that khaikhai dun wanna use sony ericssion alrdy! benci! mati mati nak try htc and other brand! benci shey b.! gosh. im missing him alrdy. till friday we will meet baby! ill be fetching you love. take care okay. i love you till bits.! and people, take care and enjoy your weekday tml! im goonaa hate it due to work. fucking shit! benci nk p clarke quay. benci nak p tmpt to, but in the end, no choice! arghhh!!!!! bubye! till my next update!!!
♥Signing off, Chacha
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